I don’t know where to even start. Literally, I’m a little to literal for my own good, sometimes. But currently I’m the kind that feels like a too-drunken mix of XTC trying to be the Beatles, and a guy sitting cross-legged in front of a laptop, believing in his own […]
Essays
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Sometimes, I really don’t know what to say. I like those times, at times; but most of the time, they’re just frustrating. They make me feel the frustrating kind of redundant. There’s redundancy in this paragraph, for christ’s sake. Anywho, I’m at a loss. I’m too torn between the need […]
something both comforting and distressingly real about infinity. Lamniscates hold a fascination for what seems like every great thinker of the modern day. Whether it’s David Foster Wallace, or poor Kurt Gödel (yo-de-lay-hee-hoo); from Joyce to DeLillo to why am I only thinking of writer’s. There’s something comforting about infinity […]
I wonder if I would censor myself if I knew anybody was watching. That feels like the common stream of existence: you’re this awesome insignificant thing that has thoughts and feelings in multiplicity. Little universes of swirling emotions flit around the inside of your skull in a strange loop that […]
I think the best place to be is wherever you are; failing that, being lost is pretty good too. Which is convenient, cause that’s where I is. I’m not lost in the physical sense; or even really in the moral, spiritual, purpose-y kinda way. I’m just lost. And it’s a […]
Answers are dead things. They look like decaying corpses, covered in cobwebs; accruing dusty and decay; desiccation and destruction. And, like everything else in life, we seek them mercilessly. Being raised Jewish, I was taught that you should always answer a question with another question. It keeps it alive. It […]
I am not an angry person, by nature. I get frustrated, and may let steam off, from time to time, when someone has pushed my buttons, as people do; but on the whole, I do not practice acting in anger. My position is not popular. Lately, everyone is angry at […]